Enough. Things are in complete chaos. There are around 20-25 littleones running around. Each is showing their home movie of what happened to them. Horrific. At the same time each is feeling emotions for the first time. Sadness, little bits of rage. Depression.

It’s all too much. They are all in shock. And each ome of these little stories happened to one person, one child. Me. It’s only just…me.

It is all too much. We tell this to T, show her how the internal landscape is changing. She says well no, that is all too much to deal with.

No fucking shit. Thanks.



  1. ulla said,

    April 27, 2010 at 1:31 pm

    I honestly dunno how you manage that, a relationship, a profession etc. I think you’re pretty damn amazing.

    • April 27, 2010 at 1:34 pm

      We do this sometimes.

      • Tiger said,

        April 27, 2010 at 2:23 pm

        Seriously. You are amazing. and I’m sorry that things are so rough right now.

  2. Finding Melissa said,

    April 27, 2010 at 2:37 pm

    And me. Sounds really tough. Hang in there.


  3. Pandora said,

    April 27, 2010 at 3:27 pm

    Want to echo the others on both counts; you are amazing, and I’m so sorry things are so dreadful at the minute. I wish there was something that could be said or done that would make all the pain go away.

    In the absence of such a miracle, thinking of you and sending love.

    Hugs darling xxx

  4. Karita said,

    April 28, 2010 at 5:05 am

    Thinking of you honey, and echoing the others, you are amazing and I wish you hurt less. *Hugs*

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